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Into the Void~

The fox of the ocean~


Very early Version (might have mistakes, no intro, or other things)



you feel my hand approaching your hair, gliding through it soft and easy~


You desire~? Then admire, hands running, down on you~ gently stopping, cheek cupping, while i ask you, for the wants of you


Oh Darling~


No eek~ Do you seek, something, that you can't speak?


slowly but surely, you feel that voice of mine getting into your mind, that ocean of thoughts, slowly… calming. The only waves you recognize are mine, all others are sunken deep into the water~


as calm as that blissful mind of yours is now, you can feel its weight... your head desperate to sink into a comfortable place, the body slowly following it... with every deep breath you take, you can feel the calmness spreading over your body, making it heavy... not wanting to move, for now...


Do i need to read the words for you~? in your calm mind, should i find, what was intertwined?


Good Puppy~


Well then~ I will guide, you to the other side~


all you feel, all you sense are these words of mine, reading them, they echo through you, fill out every space that else was used up... You are currently at the gate to something beautiful~ tho it may be good for me to tell you first: this mind is your domain, your space~ you only give me as much power over this room of yours as you desire, i am a guest, not? So, if you follow further along, i am assuming that you are knowing this, okay my dear?


You may, to stay, always say, if you are not okay~


Seeing this space of yours opens up, you opening that gate for me to visit you~ inside a room, full of things that make out what you are... There... a picture of your self perception~ a bookshelf with all the memories you collected over the time, and that drawer of... more intimate thoughts, tho i will not mess with it now. these are your things anyways~ moreover i would like to go to the middle of this room, a staircase reaching down, not really seeing the bottom now. If you want, you can hold my hand as we do down, okay~?


Take your first step...


The last ripples of remaining thoughts vanish, you can feel this clear feeling, being able to concentrate only on my voice


Good~ lets take another~


You can feel your body sinking, your eyes only focusing on these words


Only a few more, you do good~


every breath you take gets your heart calmer and calmer


Only i am here right now, take another, follow my hand~


You feel a tingle rushing through you as you stand on the last one, under us a black void. Only my words exist anymore


Follow my hand, and



fall



into this void... you feel soo good, so empty, so, blissful...


This, my dear, is the feeling of trance, you can feel my words inside your brain, no thoughts, nothing... only me, and that sweet place we are in~


you do not even have the energy to write back, you dont need to write, you only need to listen to these words of mine~


Good puppy~ you see, i could tell you a lot right now~ many things could happen right now, i can make you a doll, a mindless creature, tho, i want to make my puppy a gift~ a little toy for your mind to play with~


Every time from now on, if you hear the word



fall



From someone you trust and that you invite into this place, you will feel the same blissfull emptiness again~ This wonderful moment, as your mind now knows how to get here~


And every time you hear these words, it gets even easier to fall deeper~ deeper and deeper...


Though i would love for your own, to know you can reject that gift at any time, if you don't want it, i won't mind~ It is something to help you, anyways~


i think, as wonderful as this place is, that i will count you up again, feeling the reality of yours getting back to you. i will count up from one to five~


one...


Thoughts slowly coming back to you~


two...


You can feel your fingers, and feet, slowly coming back to your control


three...


Your eyes and body waking up


four...


All the other senses returning to you~


five.


welcome back~


how do you feel~?